Introduction

Hi everyone, I have been working on losing weight since april. So far, I have lost 16 pounds. It is a constant struggle for me. I do really good for a while, and then I get really laxed about what I eat and exercising. I have joined a rgym around my house, and work out once a week with a trainer. The hardest thing for me, is it feels like it is going to be forever until I am a normal size again. When I started working on losing the weight, I wass 300 pounds. Not really sure how I got there. I guess somewhere over the last 9 years or so of marriage, 2 kdis, workign full time, and going to school, it just kind of crept up on me. Now that my kids are getting older, I want to lose the weight so that I am around for them, but also, I don't want to be an embarrasement. both my 9 and 6 year old have been told by classmates that their mom is fat, and honestly, at 300 pounds, how can I dispute that?