Getting fat?

Hey all, been gaining for around two months. I embarked on this to improve my self esteem and body image. There's a certain way I want to look. I used to be ripped, having lost a bunch of weight, but you onow, I became really unhappy at that point. I've seen some people ask why on here. Because I just want to be happy for once. And yes, I like a big flabby gut. Had a flat one, found that I didn't really like it lol. Sooo, here we are lol. Was in limbo about it for a long time, but recently discovered my wife's support. Made a big difference, so I gave it a go, and I'm loving it! Hope to meet some others like this.