Hi from California!

31 years old, with a supportive boyfriend & somewhat supportive family, but they don't really understand what it's like to have so much weight to lose. Overall I'd love to lose 100lbs and finally be around where I'm "supposed to be" for my height. I understand this is a huge amount and I know I have to work at it, but I'm lacking the motivation to actually do it. I have good intentions! But as he saying goes the road to hell is paved with good intentions, SO here I am, ready to lose weight, ready to hold myself accountable, ready to finally get out of the 2s! I've lose weight before, about 7 yrs ago - now that I write that it seems so far away - I was in the 190s & was getting happier with the way I looked! But slowly but surely the weight crept back on & I'm now at 245, the heaviest I've ever been. I want to have children, I want to be around for a long time, but as of right now I'm not sure that having kids is an option, I was married & tried for a while with no luck. I started the process to find out if there was something wrong with me & that's about the time my marriage fell apart & we separated. So long story short, I'd love motivation, breakfast/lunch/dinner ideas that don't include a ton of meat - not a vegetarian, just not a meat person, I'd rather get protein from eggs, etc. - and if you'd like to add me so we can support each other that'd be cool too! Have a fabulous day!