Starting over and need motivation

Hey guys
I am not new to MFP but have not used for a very long time. The truth is I have fallen well and truly of the wagon and have been back and forth from pure misery to convincing myself I am fine. I am NOT fine or HAPPY and want to lose this weight and feel good about myself again. I would love some friends who can help me feel motivated and stay on track. I too can do the same for you. If you need mfp's as much as I do then add add add!! Good luck on your journeys!! Xx