Emotional Eater 80 lb to lose. Looking for friends.

I am an emotional eater. I have gained 30 lbs since December and I'm feeling a lot of shame and discouragement. My mother passed away less than 2 years ago and my father and I became estranged at Christmas. Since our falling out I have relied on eating to feel better. It has been really difficult dealing with the feeling that your parent can toss you away like you don't matter. I'm looking for other emotional eaters as I need a better support system. Please add me. I look forward to getting to know you.