My New Beginning starts now. (Looking for friends too) Irish Girl here xDD

Hello everyone, I'm from Ireland.
I have been on here before but unfortunately I stopped logging in and my motivation dropped. Back then I started eating a lot because of depression and I never went out unless I had to. Now I am covered in my anxiety, I look into the mirror and my past pictures and just wonder.. What have I done to myself.. What has happened to this girl?
This is not who I am willing to be, it's time to change things around, no matter how many times I feel like backing out or my severe cravings always reaching out for the wrong things. I have to learn to control them.
So here I am... Ready to set my goal and become the person I always dreamed of, make my dream come true.
Please add if you are on the same path.