In need of motivation !!

It's very simple: start today not tomorrow.

You don't have to eat "clean", whatever that means. You don't even have to eat "healthy". You just have to eat a bit less.

Have you entered your stats into MFP, set a reasonable weight loss goal, and started tracking your food and exercise?

Eating clean, what ever the definition of this means to you is not necessary. It means something different to everyone. Why not start out with the foods you enjoy now, get used to the logging of these foods you eat now, and if you want to change how or what you eat, you can do that along the road.

Advice, START!

@aimi_b The way you "start" is to purchase a food scale. While you're at the store, get some fresh vegetables. When you get home, cook and eat the vegetables. Feel free to have a small piece of some protein. Animal, vegetable, I don't care. Just get protein and bulk. Figure some way of getting a little fat every day. It's both easy to do and mentally pleasing to know that you've taken positive action to provide your body with precise nutrition for optimum performance. When you go a whole day without eating something from a single-serve plastic wrapper, you're doing it right. (although there are ways to do it right with single serve plastic wrappers, too).