So here I am, again.

I started my weight loss journey Jan. 6, 2010. From then to the End of June I lost 42 lbs! I felt SO amazing. Was exercising and eating so great. I couldn't believe I was actually doing it this time.. The end of June, I hit a plateau. I'm not going to lie. It was more discouraging then I thought it would be. I was still eating healthy, but not like I was. Then, I started gaining weight. a few lbs at a time. I didn't understand, still was exercising. July 12, I found out I was pregnant (Which explained the 5 lb gain!) After a appt that confirmed we decided to tell everyone. 5 days later, I miscarried. (But didn't actually find out I lost the baby until I had an ultrasound 2 weeks later) After that, I kind of just stopped. Stopped caring what I was eating, stopped exercising.. It was awful. And gained a few more pounds because of that..
August 29th, I found out I was pregnant again! We couldn't believe it. I got pregnant with in a week of miscarrying. I was terrified it was going to happen again. Still didn't exercise and because I was so sick, the only thing I could stomach was carbs! I kept gaining...
So here I am now, with a 2 month old baby boy and back up those 42 lbs (I already lost 25 since he was born, May 8th) I gained A LOT (Given he was 10 lbs alone! haha) I am happy I have dropped these 25 but I want to lose the 42 and get back to where I was before I miscarried. THEN keep losing and get to my goal weight. I want to FEEL healthy again and be full of energy (I SO miss that)
Because I wasn't that active on here, I have lost most of the friends I had and DESPERATELY need some motivating/supportive friends. So here I am, asking for that!

I'm 23 (24 in October) I am a stay at home Mom with 2 kids. My oldest, Jessa is 3 and of course Mr. Wesley is 2 months old. Im married to my best friend, who is also over weight. Another reason why I want to get on track, when I was on track and losing weight- it motivated him too and he lost some also!