New here, looking for friends and I have a 50 pound weight loss goal

Hi everyone. My name is Lindsey and 23 years old mom of 4 year old twin boys and a 3 year old boy. I am restarting my weight loss journey. I want to lose weight not only for myself but also for my family. I am looking for new friends to motivate each other, talk about goals, and be there for each other. I am scared of failing again. I cant fail this time. I owe it to myself and my boys.