I'm a hot mess.

Not in a good way.
Hello everyone,
Im a new again newbie. I was part of this community several years ago and it helped me to focus and get my goals straight. Since then I have become a doctor, lost and then gained back weight, changed my life and somehow still have reverted back to being a "hot mess" haha.
I really just need and want to be a part of a supportive and motivating community. I don't have any friends in the new place I live and am a very social person who thrives off of "community".
I give advice on healthy lifestyles to patients but can't seem to take it myself. Pretty sad.
I want to be a good example for others, feel better, and help motivate my partner and family for a healthy lifestyle as well.
Looking for friends (does that sound as pathetic as I think it does?) and would love to meet new people on here and give support where I can.