Life-changing results will require changing my dietary habits.

Hi I'm 32 and awesome. I'm messing with everything I've ever felt and thought about food and what makes a meal a "meal." My problem with my physique is found in my food choices, my family's food choices, genetics and anxiety, but I am changing for the better. Learning new dietary habits is like learning a foreign language. That being said I've always been an active person: I love hiking, camping, rafting, kayaking, volleyball, tennis, racquetball, dancing, weight lifting, P90X, yoga, swimming, long walks, a tiny bit of martial arts and occasionally jogging. I sing, I am a creator, and a writer. I'm a tiny bit of a fan-girl: Star Trek, Star Wars, Doctor Who, LOTR, Harry Potter, Firefly, Jim Henson stuff, Miyazaki stuff, Jane Austen stuff, some Shakespeare, all versions of Sherlock Holmes, Phantom of the Opera, Les Miserables, most musicals, V, Avengers, X-men, Batman, I'm sure there's more and my sister says that I quote moves like a guy (but I quote books too.) I have two Bachelor's Degrees Art and English and a Minor in Music, and I want to work in the publishing industry. I want a tiny house if I stay single. While I'm on the topic of relationship statuses, I think these guys are handsome: Darren Criss, Robert Downey Jr, Benedict Cumberbatch, Jack Black (humor is hot), and Harrison Ford (Indy, Han, Linus). In a guy I love: kindness, humor, fun (likes some of the same sports), good work ethic, music, and shared beliefs. I've had 3 semi serious relationships (only 1 was a complete mistake), and countless crushes. I prefer to sleep in a hammock, when I can swing it. I'm a goof and like to make myself and others giggle.