F/26 Lifelong dieter. Tired of the cycle and looking for supportive friends :)

I want to lose 70 lbs so I can weigh 135 lbs on my 5'6'' frame. That seems like a realistic and healthy number. I'm very, very tired of the restrict/binge relationship with food, and worrying what people think of me. I'd just like to treat my body well once and for all and learn to take care of myself and get into shape. I limit myself socially and don't participate in certain activities or even like going to the mall because I am so ashamed of myself. Hopefully, I can turn that all around this year. Add me or PM me if you are looking for a buddy