Not new to my fitness pal, exactly

Hi. I am not exactly new to my fitness pal. I am a person who needs motivation to keep me going. I have 32 pounds I would like to lose by the middle of April. I left this too long I know. I have had a trip to Hawaii in the making for a lot of years. In the past four years it has been so close and then something comes up that pushes it further away. Well this year, in a couple months it is happening. Now that it is reality I wish I had have continued with the weight I had lost last spring when I was supposed to go. I was so close and then I went back to my old habits due to the sadness of not being able to go. Now I am finally going. It is my parents 50th wedding anniversary later in the year so I asked them to join me and we could get an early celebration in. Of course they said yes. They went there for their 25th. I can use all the motivation I can get. I know it is a lot of weight to lose in a short period of time... I believe I can do it if I can find people who will help me stay motivated.