Do I belong here?

I agree with Noel--I read your other thread. Some people were a bit blunt, but the consensus is right. If you're seeing a conselor bring up these concerns--what everyone is saying. Then eat more, at maintenance and look into a recomp. There's a great thread running by usmcrp "Recomposition: maintaining weight and losing fat". That might be your ticket.

I also think there are some distinct red flags in your post. Your weighing behaviour seems excessive, I hesitate to use the word obsessive but it does come to mind. And eating 800-900 a day is overly restrictive and could lead to all sorts of issues due to malnutrition in the long run.

Please do take people's concerns seriously. Sometimes it takes an outsider to see that things that seem normal to you really aren't.

Deep breath, and just do you. You can't really count on the supportive strangers. 800-900 calories is definitely too low to be healthy, but everything else is just opinion. If you weigh yourself 20 times a day and freak out if you are over 110lbs, who cares? It's your life, you can live it the way you want. Do you. Do what makes YOU happy. Seriously the only issue is you need to eat just a pinch more. Not even much, just a pinch. I think minimum for a woman is around 1200.

Otherwise if you "belong" here or not, you belong anywhere you want to be. No one can tell you what to do but yourself. It's up to you to decide if you like the people here or not. I rarely post because I'm not fond of people's opinions, but the site its self is good, I use it for occasional calorie tracking and log my weight every morning.

This is the first time I've posted anything here but I wanted to say hi! Not sure how old you are but I know when I was younger (I am in my late 30s now) and wanted to lose weight I used to cut my calories to about 500 calories and the weight began to fall off - effective but not at all healthy! So that's been my go to approach but now my body won't have any of it! I never believed it and you probably won't either but seriously up your calories to at least 1200 and the weight will actually start to come off - well it did with me! Look at what you're eating though and have lots of fresh healthy foods - even some high in fat like peanut butter and oily fish - it won't make you fat I promise!! Nourishing your body properly with enough calories also means you won't binge. Make sure you enjoy your exercise too - I like fresh air and the outdoors so I started running - I am not very fast but I'm not competing, it's just for me! I am not really clued up on how the metabolism etc works but I was shocked to find eating more calories could result in weight loss but it did! Also - the scale - forget about it! Focus on being healthy for a month before weighing yourself and you'll find you care less what the scale says! In fact last summer I was in the smallest clothes size I'd worn for a long time but the scale was higher - i thought I'd care but I didn't because I was happy with how I looked and felt great! I've been ill and indulgent over the winter and need to shift about 10lbs now but I know 100% why it happened and how to get it off. I am back to 1200 calories again but yesterday was valentines and we had a nice dinner so I went a bit over and that's totally fine! I know it won't come off overnight but I also know it WILL come off. I hope this helps and please don't be discouraged - you look beautiful x

You need to seek medical help. Not only is that amount of calories very unhealthy there is something else happening if you are that diet restricted and not losing weight.