Never skinny, always a joke.

Hi everyone, my name is Nick, I live in Chicago, Illinois. When I was a kid my folks were horrifyingly poor, so much so, that my first grade teacher set up a food drive for me because I was skin and bone. When I got to be around 10 I went to live with my grandparents, who always had food, and thus, my weight gain started. I was always heavy going through school. Made fun of by my family etc. Well I'm 25 now, getting married in a couple weeks and for the past 3 months have been doing cardio 6x a week, I work in security so that helps, only, I've always wanted the whole aBs big arms look, not scary big just my vision big lol. I've never lifted weights, I'm very weak, I'm ashamed to admit, I was maybe looking for help in that area, what exercises I should do, maybe even get a work out buddy. Thanks for listening to my rambling. - Nick