Doing it for ME!!!

Hi everyone!!! Well here I am again for round 3. The first time I lost weight was to find a good relationship because to me no one wanted a heavy woman, so I lost 75lbs. Not long after that i met my wonderful husband...got married... had two kids... gained the weight back. After my son was born, me and my husband separated. It made me determined to lose weight again, where I lost 110 lbs. kept it off for a year and a half. We got back together and here it comes back pound by pound. Now it has been 4 years and I'm the heaviest I ever have been. I could never get motivated, until I realized i don't need to do this for my kids or my husband. It needs to be for me so than when life happens someone else won't effect my choice of staying fit. So here I am 1 week in and have lost 3 lbs.