fat people need fat friends too

hi, I am 90% fat and happy, however I really am focusing on trying to loose some of this weight back off.. i will be honest, 2 years ago it took me a year to loose 100lbs.. and it took less than a year to gain it all back and then some.. and I am not happy about it so what I need are some friends on here that preferably are daily, or plan to be daily loggers, with their diary open.. my diary is open, i have nothing to hide, we are all going to have our slip up days and we have to be honest about it or we are never going to get anywhere... but i would prefer to have some friends on here to see that i am not alone in this struggle, and there are other large people that are trying to loose weight and not just the ones that are already fit, trying to loose 10lbs but are physically able to do hours and hours of workouts burning thousands of calories everyday.. i hope this makes sense.. feel free to add me goodluck on your journey!