Lost 96 pounds (44 kilos) but still feel bad about myself.

So I lost 44 kilos over 8 months. I was 117,7 kg then I lost 44 kilos, dropped to 73,7 (the lowest i was was 73,2).(XXL to M/S) I still felt like I had a lot of fat to loose, but I simply couldnt keep up the dieting. I felt my body needed more "fuel". I also looked very skinny in clothes. So now instead of loosing fat I´m trying to put on some muscle. Right now I´m back at 75-76 kilos. I feel better overall but I´m still not comfortable with my looks. I´m not even sure why I´m creating this thread. Maybe I need some motivation/inspiration, or someone I can have conversations with on this thread weekly/ every once in a while.