New Journey

I hate myself. I catch myself saying this in my head almost every day. Life is great, people can be fantastic, but too many times I get wrapped up in the negativity of everyday life. The person I am today is not the person I want to be. My career is amazing as a teacher and a head football coach. I have the best wife anyone could ever have. The negativity towards myself came when I look at myself in the mirror and do not see that 190lb college baseball player looking back at me. I was fit. I was happy. I had all the energy I needed and then some. Now I see a tired 245lb person looking back at me. I do not slow down in my life and tend to forget certain things because my mind is running at 100mph. THAT STOPS NOW. I have made the decision. I need to stop my pity party and run after those things that are important to me. I have decided to push myself to eat better, to slow my mind down, and to get back in touch with my supportive friends. (Which I tend to neglect because I am so damn "tired" when I get home.) down time is important, but not as important as being the best me I can be. ENOUGH EXCUSES. Force myself to do this. Those who want to take back our lives, and stop mopping ourselves up off the ground after a pitty party, feel free to add me. The only request I am making, is that you post a status everyday. How your day was: such as accomplishments; setbacks; goals; questions; and complaints. Leave them on the board and not in reality. If no one responds that's ok, I can, I will do this. Time for crap is over. Time to live has begun.