Unsupportive household
CrystalMarie183
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I have been trying to get my life together. I am so uncomfortable in my own body and have never felt this bad about myself or my life. I weight 300 lbs. and am disgusting. I try to get my husband to make changes with me, but he just doesn't seem to care. Is there others out there that are struggling from lack of support at home? How are you handling it?
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I am. I have been logging my food for 77 days (for the third time) and it's very hard doing it on my own. (Making food for others, myself, logging, someone supportive) I have talked about it many times (need for support) but it's not cared about. It's triggering me lately, and don't feel the support network I need is with my husband. It's getting to the point of needing to put myself first over everyone else...3
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A few things come to mind.
1. You are not disgusting. Overweight? Yes. Does that make you disgusting? Absolutely not. Have a higher opinion of yourself. You are beautiful, have the strength to see that.
2. Others will always follow their own path. You can't force them to change. If your husband doesn't want to join you in this lifestyle change, so be it. It's up to you to put yourself first and lead by example.
It does work. My husband did not care to join me when I started (in 2011 at 300+ lbs) but has recently changed his mind. He is down 12lbs already, and has said that I am an inspiration to him.
I made changes for myself only and have the confidence and determination to reach my goals, regardless of who does this with me.
I chose this lifestyle change, occasionally family/friends may join me but I will not be deterred if they stray.
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Please don't use words like 'disgusting' to describe yourself. All too often our body image gets tangled with our self image and the two are not the same. You have value no matter your size. Ask yourself if you would call your best friend, your mum, your sister 'disgusting'?? Think about that question... if you wouldn't say that to someone else then why on earth do you you say it to yourself? It isn't okay.
I know that this is going to sound so cliche but truthfully, this is a situation that you cannot control and only time will tell if he will change because you cannot change his behaviour only he can choose to do that.
The only person that you can control is YOU.
You have to be selfish about this and do what you need to do to look after yourself. Please use this app properly, do what you need to do to get yourself healthy and happy and he will follow or not....6 -
My husband had to get some tough love. He was bringing home lovely boxes of my favorite chocolates to show how he loves me. I told him over and over "Please stop bringing me treats. I know you love me". So the next time he brought me a beautiful box of Godiva, I made him watch as I opened the box and dumped them into the trash can! I actually saw the realization sink in that I was serious about getting fit, and that he did not have that power over me anymore. I refuse to be a prisoner in my own home. You have to "break out" in a sense. The day I did that, I became a better wife and mother.
PS-I understand why you used the word "disgusting". You aren't where you want to be in your physical fitness and it seems so freeing to admit it with a strong word. Now that you have, don't let yourself stay there! Do something you've been telling yourself you can't do. For me, I told a friend that I would need a ride home from the store because I was walking there, 5 miles away. I thought I'd be too tired to walk home. I walked there, she picked me up (I actually think I could've walked home but I didn't want to overdue it), and I had an accomplishment to share with the family! Hubby was shocked and proud. I had 5 kids under the age of 13 at the time too. YOU GOT THIS, NOW GO FOR IT!9 -
If you had a little sister who was overweight would you motivate her by telling her how terrible and disgusting she is?
No one is encouraged to change by being yelled at. From now on I want you to treat yourself as a beloved little sister.
Set small weekly goals for yourself and find an accountability partner to whom you can share your weekly goal. Once a week review, kindly, how well you did. Repeat what worked and adjust what didn't.
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How is he being unsupportive? Not wanting to take part in an eating plan that you have decided to enforce isn’t exactly unsupportive. Frustrating? Yes. But you can’t expect someone to openly accept drastic changes when they haven’t made the decision to do so themselves.6
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The world doesn't stop turning because you've changed a behavior. Cook what you want to eat, be reasonable with compromise when cooking for the both of you, don't buy food that you don't feel you have control or moderation with and if he buys it lock it in a separate area of pantry or part of the house. Most of all, when it comes to ANY change do it quietly and subtlety. If you don't make a huge deal about getting healthy you won't find resistance to it from others. Example, just one day I stopped putting cream and sugar in my coffee, was I asking my husband to do the same, no, did I save myself a couple hundred calories (I drink 4 cups) by the end of the day, yes. Much luck to you!4
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I understand that it is 100X easier when your spouse is on board with healthy habits. But that doesn't mean you CAN'T change when your mate isn't on board.
When I was married to my ex husband he was not going to stop eating whole stuffed crust pizzas and washing them down with Mountain Dew. He was well over 300 lb and I was right around there myself (307 is my HW, I've lost about 130 lb btw). I cared about my weight problem, and truly wanted to change. He didn't care and was perfectly happy to just get more prescription meds from his doc to deal with all of his health issues. He wasn't going to stop smoking or start exercising...ever. This stuff wasn't the core reason for our divorce. But I'm sure it contributed in some small ways. Anyway, while still with him, I made changes FOR ME because I didn't want to continue to feel bad about myself. I went for walks every night alone with my headphones on and I started to feel healthier. I still cooked a lot of food, both "healthy" and decidedly not healthy. I ate that food, too. But I started really watching my portions and drinking water instead of diet soda (I don't think diet soda is evil mind you, but I used to drink NO water at all).
Once I married my current husband it got so much easier because he's also into health and fitness. Like me, he's been obese too in the past and has worked really hard to lose weight. So we're on the same page and we understand each other. It makes things so much easier to have someone who is cutting and roasting yummy vegetables for me instead of opening up a package of premade cinnamon rolls to go with our chili. It's awesome that we go for hikes that last all day.
But my point is, I made big impactful changes even when I was with my ex. It is doable. You just have to want it!
With all of that said, I do think trying to force the entire family (or one's spouse) into healthier habits is usually a fail. I think for the most part it's a personal choice. If you go from cooking lasagna with tons of cheese to some light lowfat recipe, people aren't gonna take that well. If you have to, make separate meals for yourself. Portion control and tracking calories can go a very long way though!!6 -
Ask yourself one more question: "How many times in the past have I told my husband the very same thing about 'getting my life together' and not followed through?
When I finally got it together, I asked nothing of my wife. Because it was about the 1000th time. When I cooked (we split the cooking in our house), I moved toward meals that were more healthy and weight management friendly. Which she liked because she always thought my meals were a bit, um, heavy. She did not change her cooking at all. While generally healthier, they were not all as weight loss friendly. She almost keeled over when she saw what my portion of her [very delicious] meatballs looked like. She was almost insulted, until I reminded her that a batch would now last twice as long.
Over time, she has recognized I was serious this go round. She did start asking more about what I wanted her to cook. Or, if she was thinking about a new recipe, if it was something I would eat. It's not som much that they all have to be 'light', but if she's going to make something more calorie-laden, it needs to be splurgeworthy.
This change has to be about you. At some point, your husband may or may not realize you're serious. If he does, great. If not, consider it good training for managing all the food management challenges in the rest of the world.6 -
I just wanted to add that for me the hardest part about making those first steps to losing weight & being more active, was always the lack of encouragement from my then-mate. It was like he acknowledged my efforts "wow you go walking every night now!" and was kind of nice about it, but then I felt like after a year or so, I was only a little bit lighter (maybe 10 lb in a year that first year) and he seemed to think "lot of good that did you", even though he didn't say anything to that effect, it just felt like my then-husband and a lot of my girlfriends were so nonplussed by the minor changes I was enjoying. At some point you have to just want it FOR YOU and appreciate even the smallest improvements, losses, etc. That is when it all changes. Don't care about what others think and care about what YOU think and how you feel. It's definitely 100% worth it.2
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I don't have lack of support, but I do have conflicting health needs with my future husband.
See, a lot of "healthy" foods are actually pretty bad for him because he can't process things quite right. Furthermore, he needs to keep high-calorie snack foods around because he needs to maintain at the higher end of a healthy body fat percentage, or else he ends up at risk of starving to death when his illness flares. My needs, on the other hand, are much more typical, and I'm trying to reach the low end of healthy body fat percentage.
Yes, it's difficult. But we manage to make it work, and a lot of it is just down to how we think - for example, he can't eat a lot of vegetables? That's okay! More for me, then! It's easy to feel like you're not allowed to cook something at all if you're the only one who's going to eat it, but that's not true. There's no law against it. Make your healthy side dishes, and if your family doesn't want them, then it's more for you.
Another trick is that we use my celiac disease as a tool to designate the high-calorie snacks to be for him and only for him - what we keep around for him is Kit-Kats and Crunch bars and other snacks that would make me very sick if I stole them. Eliminates temptation completely - no snack is worth that!
Finally, remember, there's pretty much no food that won't fit in a healthy diet in the right portions. If someone insists on having something heavy as a family dinner, it's okay to have it - just take a smaller portion. It'll be more filling than it looks; you just have to retrain yourself to recognize that (using a smaller plate helps with this part).1 -
I think I am finally truly accepting that this is my journey. It's a solitary venture. It's helps if the people around you are on board for sure, but it's not their job to hand hold us through this. It's on us. It's my job to get my *kitten* together.
I came home from a work trip this week to find my all time favorite cookies on the counter. I was pissed but it's on me to not eat them. I tossed them in the cupboard but would it make me a dick to throw them away?
There is nothing wrong with putting yourself first. Embrace that! You deserve it. Don't fall into the trap that because you are a wife and mother you don't get to come first sometimes.2 -
My household is not super supportive. I've found I have to make changes 100% for me, without any expectation that they'll work for others. I compromise a lot. It's hard. But you're not alone. I lean on my MFP friends a lot.1
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I'm not talking about it much at home yet. I have the feeling that when I lose enough weight to be noticeable, my husband will jump on board and lose his weight super fast like he always has. So I need a head start! For meals, I'm just trying to make normal food but include another veggie or a soup just for me.0
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Here's the truth: You don't need his support. Do this for you. Your failures AND your successes belong to you and no one else.3
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My husband wasn't on the journey with me either. He didn't have to be; it was my journey.
He was supportive in that when he cooked he ensured there were plenty of veggies for me to choose from. When I cooked I ensured that there was plenty of meat and potatoes for him to choose from and extra veggies for myself.
The thing is that there is a way of making it work for both of you. You can both eat the same meals but in different proportions, depending on your individual goals.
Your husband is supportive. He isn't on a calorie reduced eating plan, though, and doesn't need to be.
You've got this. You take care of your dietary needs. You can do this. Don't give up.
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My husband thinks there’s something wrong if you don’t eat : he’s overweight also. I’ve gained 30 pounds since we married. How can I let someone make me feel guilty for not eating?0
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My husband thinks there’s something wrong if you don’t eat : he’s overweight also. I’ve gained 30 pounds since we married. How can I let someone make me feel guilty for not eating?
What do you mean "if you don't eat" and "not eating"? If you aren't eating regularly, that IS a problem. Maybe I'm just confused by what you mean.
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seltzermint555 wrote: »My husband thinks there’s something wrong if you don’t eat : he’s overweight also. I’ve gained 30 pounds since we married. How can I let someone make me feel guilty for not eating?
What do you mean "if you don't eat" and "not eating"? If you aren't eating regularly, that IS a problem. Maybe I'm just confused by what you mean.
I assume she means that according to his standard/ideas of what a portion is to look like.
OP - I have the verbal support of my spouse, but he does still bring home the foods that he wants to eat, and that I have a hard time controlling. But that's on me. If there is no room for me to eat the chips or drink the beer, then it is my choice to not eat them or to eat them. It's not his job to "diet" with me. He works a physical job and needs cheap fuel to have the energy to do so. I wouldn't tell him to stop bringing them home, that would be sad.
I do most of the cooking at home, so I cook what I want to eat and what makes sense for me. He eats what I make, and will supplement his diet accordingly.
I get up to go to the gym at 4:30 am. I don't expect him to get up with me. I do expect him to allow me the chance to go to bed a bit early (usually by 10) so I'm not exhausted. If he wants to lay in bed with me and watch Netflix on his phone while I sleep... I don't argue with that as long as it isn't disturbing me. I do my very best to sneak out super quietly in the morning so I don't wake him up. I also don't expect him to work out at all, because that's his choice. He's not unhealthy, and I work out for me.
Anyway... not having the support of your household can certainly be draining. But if you do put yourself first, decide what you're going to do and then do it... you'll be fine. You don't need anyone else to toot your horn and motivate you - once you have built up some habits, you can rely on those.0 -
Do this for yourself!!!! Hang in there, you have all the strength you need.0
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wellnesschaser wrote: »I lean on my MFP friends a lot.
^^^^ This. It took me a while to really figure it out.
It doesn't have to be a lonely road. There's people here who can pick you up and encourage you. We push each other. We inspire each other. Do it for yourself - but you don't have to do it alone.0 -
You're definitely not disgusting. Not at all.
In reality, it's not fair to ask someone else to change because you're changing and I don't think he's being unsupportive by not altering a lifestyle that works for him. Personally, I learned that my changes were for me and I can't rely on other people because they'll be the first ones to let me down (and they always were).0 -
Harsh reality check in 1, 2, 3...the only person who will always support you is you.
You need to do this for you. You can't let other impact your progress. You can't let others be excuses for why you aren't meeting your goals.
You are the only one that will be able to tell you "No" at work when someone brings in donuts and you want one but it won't fit into your calorie goal.
You've had a crap day, you are tired, but you have a Zumba Class at 7pm. All you want to do is sit on the couch with a pint of Ben and Jerry's and watch Netflix. You are the only one that can ALWAYS talk yourself into going and giving it your all.
Others can be our cheerleaders and tell us they are proud of us, but YOU will always be the only one that will ALWAYS support YOU.3 -
OP, as others have said, you have made this choice. Only you are responsible for your choices and whether or not your husband wants to join with you is his choice. My husband is as overweight as I am (just over the edge into overweight BMI). I am working on dropping another 20 lbs, but he is happy where he is. He will occasionally ask me to eat something with him or try a bite of something. You know what I do? I consistently say "no, thanks."
When I'm cooking for both of us, I make food that we both like to eat, and I serve him a larger portion. He watches as I weigh out my servings and log it. We have open and honest communication about what I'm doing and why, and I never pressure him about what he's eating or whether he should lose weight. I don't feel like he's "unsupportive" because he offers me food from time to time or because he doesn't want to lose weight as I do.
Your motivation to lose weight/increase your fitness has to come from within regardless of what people are doing around you. Throughout life you're going to find yourself in situations where people are offering you food you may not want or may not fit in your calories for the day. You're going to be surrounded with people who do not have the same fitness goals as you - in your own house, on the job, at social gatherings. And that's okay. When you've made the decision for yourself about how/when/where/what you want to eat, it doesn't really matter what other people are doing. You do you, and let other people do them. In the end, all you can control is yourself - your thoughts, your actions, your feelings. Don't let other people's choices not to join with you in your journey to health rob you of your desire and motivation to make that journey.2 -
My husband doesn't care to lose weight. He is supportive of my goals, but he eats what he wants, when he wants. If I cook, he eats it. He also eats lots of snacks and treats. It doesn't bother me. If he is eating something I want to, I just fit it into my calories, or shrug it off and eat it anyways and go back to my normal calories the next day.
My husband eating how he wants to eat doesn't mean he is isn't supportive. He just has different goals than I do.
And honestly, you should be putting yourself first. You are the only person that can change you. Putting someone else's wants and needs above your own isn't going to achieve anything.
Just do what you have to do. Cook meals, and your husband can always add on to his if he so desires. Buy him his normal snacks and don't eat them. It's really very simple to do. Just make up your mind to do it, and make the change.2 -
Love this thread. It is easy to use an ambivalent significant other as an excuse (I'm guilty of it for sure). At the end of the day though I am my own person and I make my own decisions. I had been waiting to get my husband on board for a gym membership but I think I'm just gonna start myself, and he can join later if he decides he wants to.1
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All the "we only need ourselves" advice doesn't always come across as inspiring or motivational. Sometimes people need to feel heard and by being heard they often feel supported. Perhaps we can talk about how difficult it can be when you don't feel on the same path as your spouse or when you ask for some sort of support and you don't get it. What does it feel like for you?
Are there any spouses who eventually have separated over the differences in outlook (new/healthier) or new wants?
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The journey always starts with you, sometimes they get on and ride, sometimes they steer, and sometimes they do nothing. It is about you, and you are no 1, forget about them, don't let them discourage you, it is about you.0
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All the "we only need ourselves" advice doesn't always come across as inspiring or motivational. Sometimes people need to feel heard and by being heard they often feel supported. Perhaps we can talk about how difficult it can be when you don't feel on the same path as your spouse or when you ask for some sort of support and you don't get it. What does it feel like for you?
Are there any spouses who eventually have separated over the differences in outlook (new/healthier) or new wants?
I already posted in this thread a couple of times so I'm hesitant to post yet again. But I do think in a lot of small ways my divorce from my first husband stemmed from this. It wasn't the ONLY issue and probably not even the biggest issue. But it definitely contributed to our split. I was moving in a different direction with regard to health and nutrition, for sure, but most notably in my level of physical activity. The same year we split, I started a list of different fun things I wanted to do during the summer and realized my then-spouse wasn't going to be interested or even able to do about 80% of the things on my list. If it was a disability that prevented him from being active, that would have been one thing. But he was looking into a bleak future with regard to health, and at the time he was only 32 years old but not even slightly motivated to improve things. It was sad and frustrating.
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seltzermint555 wrote: »All the "we only need ourselves" advice doesn't always come across as inspiring or motivational. Sometimes people need to feel heard and by being heard they often feel supported. Perhaps we can talk about how difficult it can be when you don't feel on the same path as your spouse or when you ask for some sort of support and you don't get it. What does it feel like for you?
Are there any spouses who eventually have separated over the differences in outlook (new/healthier) or new wants?
I already posted in this thread a couple of times so I'm hesitant to post yet again. But I do think in a lot of small ways my divorce from my first husband stemmed from this. It wasn't the ONLY issue and probably not even the biggest issue. But it definitely contributed to our split. I was moving in a different direction with regard to health and nutrition, for sure, but most notably in my level of physical activity. The same year we split, I started a list of different fun things I wanted to do during the summer and realized my then-spouse wasn't going to be interested or even able to do about 80% of the things on my list. If it was a disability that prevented him from being active, that would have been one thing. But he was looking into a bleak future with regard to health, and at the time he was only 32 years old but not even slightly motivated to improve things. It was sad and frustrating.
I'm liking this not because it was great that you had to experience it but because you were so honest in sharing. Sometimes I wonder if my spouse and I will end up like this. We don't seem to have anything in common anymore and nothing to look forward to "together", lol.0
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