Getting back on Track

I have been here time before I even successfully dropped close to 40lbs. Well i was maintaining well then in Nov 2015 we found out we were expecting a surprise. I maintain healthy eating I managed gain wait. I managed to do well even with making the decision to take my father off life support Jan 2nd of 2016. In Feb we found out we having our daughter after having 3 boys we were over joyed by our surprise. On July 13 2016 we had our daughter on day that should been one happiest it was the saddest day of our life as we heard words no expecting parents should hear "I'm sorry there is no heart beat" we went on to deliver our daughter sleeping at 38 weeks. we went on to help our 3 sons adjust then in Sep 2016 our 10 year old was diagnosed with lyme but not after fear of a brain tumer then we found out he had lyme meningitis so after a failed spinal tap him unable to walk we spent a week at hospital. so now that full year from all S*** has past I need to work on getting my self back on healthy life style