helloooo everybodaaayy! i want to be able to wear a bikini!

Hi everyone! I've been trying to lose weight for a while now but i have never been able to fully commit for more than two weeks so I would deifnitely like to be able to keep this going to a long time! and this website sseems to have everything that i need to be successful so im happy! I'm going to college where I know it will be a challenge to lose weight, but i feel like instead of gaining weight it could be easy to lose weight with all the healthy options available too. I don't know, just looking at old ;pictures of myself I think I'm heavier than I was meant to be, andjsut being around friends who are really thin and always look nice takes a toll after a while. I'm tired of evaluating myself as the "fat friend" and i wanna lose the weight! I don't care if it takes a year, I want to be able towe ar a bikini next summer! I've never worn one before. I want to get rid of my flabby tummy and thunder thighs! And I would like to lost about 30 pounds by the time I reach january, just as a halfway mark. I'd like to lost about 60 to 70 pounds by next summer.
We'll see what happens. I'm not getting any smaller so I figured it's time to put a stop to this gradual weight gain that i've been hopelessly inflicting upon myself for quite some time! nice to meet everyone and im excited to use this site!