Onderland..Yipeeeeeeee! 43lbs down!

Yes! I finally made it..Words can not explain how I feel! My journey started this yr after just being tired of blaming myself for everything..3 yrs ago,i was in a bad relationship.I was very depressed and I hated who I was.I stayed in the relationship thinking I couldn't get better.I thought no one would love me.I was even so scared of breaking up with him,for the same reason..After praying so much,i just knew I had enough!... ..The problem was I would eat when I was sad,eat when I was depressed,mad,any feeling and I would eat......So when I realized I was finally happy,i could treat myself better.. Then I met my (now husband)..but I went back to the same thinking habits.I knew I had to work on myself first,i would lose a lil then gain alot more.This yr,i said enough is enough! I had to be in control! I had to love myself first! So I did! I didn't find MFP til April,but im so glad I did,its what kept me going! I have made real friends that actually care for me,not just my weightloss but for the things going on in my life.I thank God for helping me love myself..I know it takes time,but i'm alot better now.My goal is to lose a total of 92 lbs,so I would love more friends to help me with my journey...Always remember,that u are worth it.Fight for what you want,yes its hard,n it can take some time,but when you get there,o it feels sooo good! Thanks for reading!