In need of support

So, I feel like I have always been on a journey to lose weight, and I got up to 260 while pregnant with me 2nd child. I had to do physical therapy for severe back pain while I was pregnant with her, which had to be stopped because it was only making things worse. She is now 4 months old and I have started going to the doctors and trying to figure out what is going on, causing all of this pain as I really really am wanting to get this weight off and be healthy.

I have lost 11 pounds in the last month (YAY!), but recently, with MRI's it has been discovered that I have bulging and torn discs and "spinal cord abnormalities". I have to go see a neurologist. I was okay with this. I've gotten the 11 pounds off just by tracking what I eat, so it didn't seem insurmountable at all (I am currently down to 231).

Yesterday morning, the doctor called me asking a lot of questions and decided that they needed to start testing for Multiple sclerosis. Now I know this is not the end of the world. I have an aunt who has lived with it for years, but she is starting to go blind and usually has to use a wheelchair and cath herself, but this was 30 years after her initial diagnosis.

Yesterday afternoon I was walking with my baby in my kitchen and fell to the ground. Thankfully she was not hurt and neither was I, but I just couldn't walk anymore. It was sooo scary. It just came out of nowhere. I was in minimal pain and having a great day and then BAM, I couldn't walk.

I wasn't in a lot of pain this morning, but I spent most of the morning in bed since hubby was home and could take care of the kids. I am just afraid to move. And I am afraid this is going to make my depression worse and I am going to stop losing and gain back what I have lost. I am in need of support to keep going. My family wants to support me by telling me that its okay to just lay around. As tempting as that is, I know it's not what I need. I know I can't do vigorous exercise right now, but I don't want to give up, and I am so close to throwing in the towel. I need to surround myself with a positive support system that I can turn to, who won't just give in to me feeling sorry for myself. My kids deserve better than that, and I know I do too, but I can't do it on my own.

Thank you in advance!