Body Positive users or groups?

Hi all,

Back to MFP after years of successful yo yo dieting at every group. BED diagnosed. Been learning about restriction and psychology behind eating as a moral thing. To sum up, found body positivity and love it, I so want to maintain love for myself and not restrict BUT I do know I am medically unhealthy at the current size. Trying to find people that are trying to get healthy but love themselves along the way. Is it possible? I don't want to be dragged back into the calorie deficit obsession but I need to record and make some changes. I can't be alone but the search function for threads and groups isn't showing much that matches. So, any one out there got a group set up I could join? Love love xx