I lost 110 now im back 25 heavier and sad....friends!

27 yr old female. Ontario. Bout 25 to lose. Been here before. Looking for people to talk to and message and just maybe force me to walk -Before id force me and that was my main exercise but this time i need accountability its alot harder -my new house sucks its freezing and boring to walk around...My fiance likes meaty greasy food...Iv found supposedly im allergic to the sun and that and pandemic has kept me pretty much stuck in my house. Also drinking more. Im bored jobless im chubby and annoyed xD Need to focus on something the job search isnt working out...This has helped huge with my self esteem in past. Drinking of boredom has definatly not helped.