introducing me

hi everyone, my name is Julie...33 years old mother of 3 trying to recover from a recent relapse in my eating disorder due to a very stressful situation in my life that has cause a trigger. i have lost 40lbs in less than 3 months.. I have decided to try MFP to keep track of my calorie intake and make sure i am getting enough to keep healthy yet loose unwanted lbs i've gained in the last 10 years. i want to loose it in a healthy way to show my kids good example and not have them see me struggle with this eating disorder that is slowly killing me. my magic number is 200cal a meal.. which is totally not ok, so hopefully i can exceed and get my 1200 calories a day....wish me luck and feel free to message me with anything
LW:115
SW 245
CW204
GW1:120
GW: 115

congrats on your current weight loss!!