Looking for some motivational MFP friends.

Hi everyone. I am 24 married with two kids. I have a little guy who is 4 and a girl who is 3. I am going to college fulltime right now for nursing. I was on MFP for a short amount of time back in 2008 and then just stopped logging in and never lost the weight I intended to loose then. We are now in 2011 and I am still looking to loose about 50 pounds. I joined a gym about a month ago and have yet to loose anything but a couple pounds which has been extremely frustrating as I have made it a point to go to the gym 3x a week for at least a hour of cardio and some strength training as well. I know that I have not stuck with the 1200 calories a day as well as I should and that is more than likely my problem. I am not giving up though I am sticking with it this time and I am working harder on my diet and cutting back on things. I really would like to have some more friends on here so I don't feel so alone in this journey I guess you could say. I need that pat on the back every once in a while that makes me want to work harder. I try to be a motivater as well Please free feel to add me as a friend