Begining Again

I am a RN and have work in the medical field for 35+ years. I have been diagnosed since 1994 with Lupus. I have been blessed with healing to this day after my diagnosis to make a long story short to get to the crest of a testimony I have been battling not making the mark when it comes to weight loss for the past 20 years. Last year I weighed my heaviest 199 lbs. I have since this time fluctuated between 170 and 165 #. It's as if I have hit a brick wall and can't figure out how to knock that wall down. I know on the other side is my success. Mar. 2011 I began with my church members The First Place Program of weight loss. This is something I attempted 5 years ago. The difference this time is a committment to help not only myself but show others a way to be healthy mind body and spirit through the word of God. Since begining this program I was on the internet and came across MFP and I said God this is it! I can do this because I need something structural. I have not been consistent in the past and even with the First Place Program I know God"s wanting to show me the way for a better me. I need to be more determined so today i have decided even though it's like beginning again and I am not where I want to be, I am more determined than ever to reach my goal of losing the last 15 lbs and maintain a healthier life style for the rest of my life. By the way I am fast approaching the Big 60.