An Unexpected NSV - an epiphany and how I now feel about my

When I first joined MFP, I was 165 lbs. Technically, I wouldnt have been classed as 'overweight' but I was definitely at the top end of the 'healthy' range, and I was miserable. I had gained between 25-30lbs in just over a year.

After a lifetime of never having to 'watch' what I ate, my body was changing and I didnt like it. Even though I said I only wanted to loses 22 lbs, what I really wanted was to have my 25 year old body back.

Fast forward to 2 months later, and 20 lbs lighter - I am fitter, healthier and stronger than I have ever been. I have more energy, enthusiasm and all 'round joy for life. I have finally learnt to appreciate my body for the fined tuned machine it is, and not only for what it looks like in a short dress.

I have faced up to the reality that I am never going to get my 25 year old body back - and I've realised thats a good thing! My upper thighs will never again be smaller than my hips, and my butt will never learn how to defeat gravity, but thats okay. I'm healthy and getting fitter and stronger every day.

My body is the road map of my life - all the love, laughter, sadness and excitement I have felt has made its mark on me, and I cherish the memories my body carries with me every day.