What I want for christmas? :o

Hi there!!

My name is Shelby and I've been struggling with self image issues for some time now. I feel that losing wieght (or getting fit, whatever you want to call it) will really help! I'm tired of looking in the mirror and feeling disgusted, so i plan to do something about it! Of course, I've tried to lose wieght several times before and last summer I succeded in losing 10 pounds!! unfortunatley I kinda sorta gained them back in the last three months--the lunch food at my schoool is really unhealthy-- so now I'm determined to lose that wieght and then a bit more!! I see my friends wearing cute sweaters and tanktop ensembles that are adorable but I feel uncomfortable in cause of my stupid lovehandles (ugh) so if anything, I'm hoping to lose those! I would also like to be able to pull off a bkini this summer cause that would be totally awesome!!! Haha I feel like I'm making a wishlist to send to santa clause....