Re-Introduce myself Why dont I?

Where to begin. My life is like a FairyTale that hopefully never ends!...EXCEPT my weight can and is a nightmare to me at times.

I have been over 115 ever since I was in the 5th grade... I am now 25 years old, and still never think I will ever be that thin...and I dont neccisarilly want to be that thin ya know?

I gained a lot of weight in Junior High but then by Sophmore Year lil lexi started having an eating disorder... never anything serious(Went from 160 about 130)...but I felt I needed to in order to be loved.... which.... I got to be Homecoming queen just 2 shy years later.... but as I came home from that homecoming night I realised I needed to stop. So I stopped....and the weight cameeeeee.

I gained the Freshman 30! Yep 18 back up to 160. ( I am 5'3 by the way). Then as I got older I decided to serve a mission for my church. I left April 2008 and got home November 2009 and weighed 190.

I lost the weight ok.... only down to 160. But then I met the love of my life... AT DISNEYLAND! Yep.

He is Australian pro golfer... and I am an average American from America. We somehow have made it work, and got married 3 weeks ago. I justtttt sent him off back to Australia, and am playing the waiting game for my Visa to be approved (Sigh)!

My main reasons to actually DO THIS weight loss is to
1) Stick and complete an actual GOAL
2) Look in the merror and love not only my inside but my Outside too!
3) Walk into my husbands ProGolf banquettes and feel HOTT and not intimidated by the other golf wives and girlfriends.

I NEED HELP! So PLEASE! if you are regular and feel bad that I have no motivating friends please add me and I promise to motivate back atcha!

Current Weight: 179
Goal Weight by December 1st: 170
Goal Weight by January 1st: 165

Ultimate Goal by 10/30/2011........... 130!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!