Unhealthy, single, and sick of it

I am 25, almost 26, and I have had maybe 3 boyfriends in my life. The longest one lasted maybe 3 months. I just know I have to be confident enough in myself to let someone else in. I am also very unhealthy and I want to change.

I have insulin resistance which means my body puts out too much insulin so I have to keep my blood sugar regulated or I gain weight easily. I do a combination of the Insulin Resistance Diet and the Glycemic Load diet. Basically I have to eat more protein than carbs in a meal, and I can't eat the carb before the protein. I eat 3 meals a day and 2 snacks. I have to have at least 2 hours between meals/snacks since there is a 2 hour window where carbs are processed as fat (this means if you eat 30 carbs and an hour later you ate 10, you had 40 total). The Insulin diet says 30 carbs max a meal, and 14 protein minimum. I try to stick to this as best I can. I can always fill up on veggies!

I started dieting in February and have lost about 30 pounds since (I lost some before starting here). It's good but it took a while. Now I need to encorporate working out. I can be a little lazy when it comes to working out, but when I go at it I go hard. If I mess up on my diet I just get right back on the next day. I'm looking forward to meeting the community here

I have a blog called "Fat People Gotta Eat Too" that I started after getting fed up with people making fun of heavy people working out or eating salads. Now I use it to blog about my weight loss.