Here I am again! I need help... and friends!

Hi guys! I have used this site off and on for over a year and love the results when I am consistent. About 6 months ago I gave up and ate myself to my highest weight ever (besides pregnancy) 173 pounds. One week ago I started Atkins and today am back to my original plateau weight of 164 pounds. I have about 30 pounds I would like to lose, but I want some motivation and encouragement to help me out! I would love some friends on here because doing it alone isn't working for me! I am 33 years old and 5'4" tall, mother to 3 kids (10, 12, 15).