need friends please

Hi,

I am 27 years old female. I joined this website this week and looking for some friends to help me in my journey for loosing weight.
I want to look 20 pounds light since a very long time. I am 162 pounds. I was exactly the same weight one year back and lost around 10 pounds by June for my marriage and now by year end I am again back to my original.
Wanted to look skinny since last 5 years. I want to go down to 135-140 this year.

I would love to have friends who will inspire me not to give up and stay on track this time. I want to live my dream this year.