lost 40 pounds and lost 19 nice MFP

i havnt been here in so long my computer committed suicide a few months back and left me with nothing haha anyway my top wight i have ever been was 167 pound! when i got to that and saw i didnt fit into any of my stuff i knew i had to do something about it
i started to eat out less and work out more and since then im now at 128!
but it was never easy
durring that time i had many issues i came across that also made me lose weight so my story isnt as yay happy as most of you very hard working people
for one my mom had cancer so that made me so scared i could no longer hold any food in so that made me lose alot of weight
after a while my eating disoder came back after years of me being free from it
though i was working out and trying to eat better food still scared me again
im trying to get better and hope to have a healthy life soon
im just scared to put on weight again after getting the help

anyway here are some before and after pictures some i had already posted a few months back with my last weight in (sorry i dont really have pictures alone cuz till this day i dont have any thing i love about my self to want to pose lol unless its with some celebrity or my friends make me take one )

ok so this is me at about 160 pounds


this was NOT happy me i hated my body yet i still ate eveything around me now i cant even look at that food anymore



here i am at about 150 pounds last dec i was feeling a little better here





this is now taken a month ago


this a close up cuz everyone says my face looks like it lost alot of the fat i had im not to sure lol