I have the same problem LOL !! I love the grittiness of natural peanut butter. You should buy some PB2. It is powdered peanut butter & it is the real stuff. I read about it on a few bloggers sites & I decided to ordered some from Amazon & it is good stuff !! Tastes exactly like peanut butter at half the calories. I use it in my smoothies.
I think I'm addicted to peanut butter HAHA!! How do fight this craving?? I could eat it by the spoonfuls! Its driving me crazy and killing me on my calorie intake.
Heads up... PB2 is available at Dierbergs for those of you who have one in your area! It's not listed on their website! LOVE THE STUFF!!