Looking for friends who have serious binge eating addictions

First of all, a short story..

I've always had this problem and the attacks were not that bad when I heavier. I would casually snack more..most days back then, I was 240lbs eating maintence calories. I've been on this journey for 2 years. I'd say about a year ago was when it started to get really bad. There were periods of time, I would recover and be on the good end for a while. Now it seems like lately, the last 10 weeks I just can't seem to stay on track long enough and gained maybe 15lbs in the process. A few months back, I only attended 4 counseling sessions. I thought at the end i was going better, and didn't need it. I was okay from October-December, no therapy at all. Then, depression or stress attacks came in..at first it was the Holidays. That was my excuse. I wanted to enjoy the Pumpkin Pie, Egg Nog, all the warm cookies on the table and chocolate treats..how did I not want to miss that? lol..I was hoping by the time New Years have ended, after all the tempting gatherings would have gone..it would get just a little bit better..but no. I didn't get better. A few weeks ago, I decided to give therapy another try and yesterday was my first meet after 5 months. It was pretty intense, and there is much more work that needs to be done.

Request- I'm looking for anyone that is faced with similar problems. Anyone whos at the point where they feel like they can't stop, as I feel. Maybe we can help motivate one another, communicate on a regular/daily basis and more.

Thank you.