Migraines and anxiety attacks

So, this doesn't happen often, but I've been under alot of stress lately.

First of all I have been unemployed for a long time, still waiting on unemp. comp.:grumble: Meanwhile my financial situation has turned into an epdemic. On thop of that I had some board exams to prepare for and that should really help me out if the whole job search part. Plus a million other little things that may seem normal to most normal people, however, little things just add to my chaos......A few mild panic attacks have occured, but nothing I couldn't just breathe thru and pray thru.

Well, I passed my boards. Good thing, right? At first I thought my heart was pounding from the excitement of passing, but it kept intensifying. I started to get really irritable, especially when I went to my parents house to share my news. The response was not even warm or caring, it was like,, whatever.... By the time I got home I realized that I was having a panic attack. It was hard to breathe, my heart was beating out of my chest.......Even the sound of my precious daughters voice made me want to scream.:frown:
I took half of a xanex, thats what my doc gave me for this kind of thing. I waited, pacing, and nothing was happening. I had 3 more pills in a container for emergencies, so when I went to get it it was gone, increasing my anxiety. I litterally tore my house to peices looking for it!:mad: My heart rate was over 125 while lying down. :explode: Thankfully I had a friend near by who had some and came to my rescue.
I was still awake till 1:30ish, panting, but I felt calmer at least.

This morning I thought going to church would help, I felt rested and like I could handle the crowd. Meditation, prayer, supportive people all around me, the best medicine! As soon as I stepped outside to my car, the migraine started. Church did not help, it only got worse, and worse. Our choir whom I love soooo much, made me want to pull the plug on thier mic, and that drummer and those cymbols, grrrrrr. :indifferent: I could barely focus on what Rev. was saying, and while I look forward to his talks, I couldn't wait for him to stop talking. I stayed because I work there for one, second so I didn't have to puill my daughter out of her class, and mostly because I felt like inspite of the pain, there was something I needed to here. :ohwell:

Now, I have a migraine, can't sit still cuz of the anxiety, can't eat cuz of the neausea, and not to mention aunt flo stopped by to make matters worse.

I should be celebrating my victory, my mom said I had no business in school, that a single mom can't do the things I want to do.:grumble: But I proved her wrong, and most importantly I proved to myself that I can do whatever I set out to do....:laugh: Why would the breakdown come afterwards????:huh: I'm def gonna see my doc in the AM. Spend the rest of the day with my eyes closed, and try to keep my heart rate down. Any thoughts, advice, prayers (of any denomination) are welcome.