3 Meals a day plus 2 snacks....

I started this journey completely commited in February of this month, i've been doing good consistently. Breakfast, lunch, and dinner and two snacks within my calorie intake so i feel good sometimes and then there are days like today.

I guess i should say i've always struggled with a little bit of an eating disorder, when i started college i would skip my meals for days i could go on for 2 to 3 days without eating (bad i know) but i found that i could lose weight really fast and i thought "hey! this is doable!" well my parents and bf found out and they have helped me a lot, my bf has been a huge help.

Like i mentioned before i have been doing good with my food intake, today i overslept a little for work and all i could grab was a yogurt while i was eating it, one of the girls in my staff said "and this is how you plan to lose weight?" i wanted to cry and throw my yogurt away, i suddenly felt all my feelings crumble, i felt fat, and ugly and i wanted to run to the bathroom and throw it up, to be honest i still feel that way tears want to come out just by me thinking about it =( I didnt throw it away though i ate it. i did not succumb to ignorant thinking. But you cant say that to someone who struggles with eating disorders that is rude and mean! =(