HUGE NSV

I have been having some serious me time today. I have been thinking about the past and how I got to this point in my life. I became "fat" because of sexual abuse by a couple of guys in high school. I thought maybe if I became unattractive it would stop. It didn't. I had dropped out of the volleyball team and started eating whatever I wanted. The abuse eventually did stop when I had the guts to speak up but it was already to late. My bad food decisions stuck with me. It was to late to join the volleyball team again and the damage was done. I put up a new profile picture. That was me in high school at age 15 or 16, freshman year and at that time i was eating right and playing volleyball but yet the other kids still called me "fat" especially because i developed earlier then they did. This made me eat even more for comfort ( if only someone pulled me aside and said hey! you are beautiful! I wonder where I would be today?) If you look in my pictures, the very last one is me today at 19 years old. You can just see the difference in my face alone. I weighed 170 in my profile pic and today I weigh 370. I am not writing this to put the blame on someone else for my bad habits. I know I am to blame. I am writing this as closure to my past. To finally get my story out there so I can move on and be that happy girl again. The point that I am trying to make is that the past is the past. YOU have the choice of whether or not your bring it with you. Right now, here today I decide to lay my past down and start building a better future. Who is with me?

(sorry I don't know how to post pictures)