the old me that has perished in to Thin air and the new

hello my name is gwen im 19 and ive been over weight sence i was 12 ever sence then ive olny gone up when i went harding high school i was the bigest girl in school i was never the loud type,people judged me and where intimidated by me for no reason it hurt my feelings when girls would do the oh im soooooooo fat rutien it woud piss me off but it would also make me feel like less of a person. this all happend from 2005-2007 in 2007 my life changed all my hard unnoticed work payed off next thing i know i lost weight i didnt know how but i walked an entire summer because of certon cercumstance i was what ive wanted to be my hole life...... smaller not small as in i have no fat but smaller as in less that over 400 pounds it changed my life and after that just started droping my wheight i felt alive and like a new person bertha was gone, im stilla big girl i think ill be one for ever but i wanna tone up i plan to not have wings from hell i mean ever sence i was young i never thought of being fat as good i always thought there was something wroung with me witch there was i was depressed now i imbrace every moment of my life i now love my self i just would like to improve for my self like i said im gwen hello