insecurities and doubts

im feeling blue tonight

i had a decent day.. had my hair done, tried on a size 6 fitted dress and it FIT ...

but as the evening progresses.. i fall back on my insecurities.. feeling old, fat, unwanted.. etc.. very positive i know.

i should just go to bed.. but i am i bit lonely tonight as well.

so you all get to listen to my whine..

so.. add if you want.. whine and cheese on me tonight!!