hello all

hi i just joined this site hoping it will help me lose weight. I have tried everything i can think of and nothing helps. my insurance wont pay for diet pills, and i cant afford all the right health foods. i have been over weight most of my life and im about to hit 30, and i want to take my life back in to my own hands. i never thought i would be this over weight before, and i hate mirrors. it hurts to see myself. i have a very loving and supportive boyfriend that is helping me out. i gained a lot of my weight when i lost my mom a few years ago. i was already big but i got even bigger after that. i lost myself, and at the time i was married and he didn't treat me very well. so i just gave up. now i want to start making myself feel better. i want to put me first and worry about me. so here i am starting today. i vow to myself i will do what i can to lose weight. feel free to send me a message if my story sounds like you or touches your heart. im looking for people to help push me, to help motivate me, and to support me. if this is you im glad to meet you. if you would just like to chat as well i am here.