taking my life back

at the age of 18 i weighed 125lb and now at the age of 35 i weigh 276 pounds i visited a new dr last week that wanted me to do weight watchers due to financial problems that was impossible and i took my son to the dentist today and heard about this web site so now i am excited . i have realized now being diagnosed with depression and post dramtic stress disorder that i am killing my self i am letting my ex husband win he alway put me down and said mean things to me that i was ugly and fat and well the basic mean things. i was letting him win i have decided to take my life back and show him oh and by the way he is in prison now for man slaughter. and gues what he weighs a whopping 345 lbs and is only 5'5 so i will need all the friends and motivation i can get,but i beleive that by the grace of God i will win!!!!!!!!!!!!!1