NSV - Still can't believe I did this!!

Lindabummy
Lindabummy Posts: 34
edited December 19 in Motivation and Support
Everytime I go to the movie, I get popcorn... and not the little bag. I get the real large back, sometimes with butter, the kind that you can get a refill and bring home. I share it with the person in the movie, but in all honestly, I think I polish off like 2/3 of the bag. Went to movie today, was going to be a long one, like 2 1/2 hrs long... After about 1/2 hr the craving to have popcorn kicked in.. I held it off for a little and thought I could wait it out. NOT! But I kept fighting with myself that I am stronger than that. I have been so good this first week, and I told myself, you need to overcome this cause its always going to be a problem if you don't.

Still..... didn't work. Got up... told my friend I had to go to bathroom (which I did), however brought my wallet with me for the "just in case".... Fully intending to get the popcorn... buttered....It's a long walk to the concession stand and all the way there I kept saying "you are stronger than this, you can pass this up... you can do it". Kept walking... when I got to the concession stand to stand in line, something in me said "you are better than that, you know you are going to be sad later if you do this." And I turned around and walked away... got out of the line and headed back to my seat.... I couldn't believe it!!! I actually got out of the line and sat back down, wallet in hand to put in purse and continue watching movie.

Just got back home and as I was driving I kept thinking how proud I was of myself to go so far and then come back. It felt so good!! And gives me hope... I am going to remember this every time that I get tempted in the future for that extra help that it may provide. Just wanted to share my happiness.

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  • EllenGould
    EllenGould Posts: 30 Member
    Great job! You can really be proud of yourself and that's a great feeling.
  • Alexandrea22
    Alexandrea22 Posts: 37 Member
    Great job! I hope you are incredibly proud of yourself. It's so hard to turn away our favourite things especially when we associate them with other things we enjoy (going to the movies). Youre right though, it's not worth how we feel after. It sounds to me like psychologically you're getting very strong!! And thats 90% of the battle in my mind. Great job!
  • kzooprincess
    kzooprincess Posts: 232 Member
    Great job! Keep that up and you'll meet your goals.

    I had a similar experience with Taco Bell last week. Have been wanting to try that taco made with a Dorito shell (I know it's not healthy in the least, but I just wanted to try it out). As I was leaving the grocery store, I have to pass by Taco Bell on the way home. I actually slowed the car down to turn into the parking lot.....and sped off. I had a moment like you where I told myself I didn't need it.
  • Alexandrea22
    Alexandrea22 Posts: 37 Member
    Also,

    I've been known to sneak in my own Smart Pop popcorn (260 calories for the whole bag). Throw a little butter spray on it or even some popcorn seasoning that you can buy at the movies (I like ketchup for a treat) and you've got a great alternative. I understand how hard it is to fight cravings like that. Once again, that's fantastic!
  • californiagirl1950
    californiagirl1950 Posts: 541 Member
    That is awesome and what a great feeling. We went the other night and of course as soon as you walk in, there it is staring at you, smelling so good, calling your name. I wanted it, then told my husband, no I really don't need it. During the movie, same as you the urge hit, but I said as you said, I don't need this. So first time in many years I saw the movie without popcorn. You however waking up to it, staring it in the bag and saying NO, is so cool. I love it!!
  • donna_glasgow
    donna_glasgow Posts: 869 Member
    well done ... i laughed and welled up at that story .... brilliant NSV
  • Lindabummy
    Lindabummy Posts: 34
    Now that is strong driving out of the Taco Bell. Great Job. That would be another one that is sorely tempting. Their commercial on this I think I am going to start changing the channel when it comes on. Too tempting. lol
  • Lindabummy
    Lindabummy Posts: 34
    I think I am going to get some Smart Pop. Lord knows my purse is big enough.. It could be a weapon if I swing it around my head! LOL. But that is a good idea for me to try. I already bring a bottle of water in with me, so thanks for the idea!
  • ajhr
    ajhr Posts: 92 Member
    That's fantastic! Well done!
  • AlexanderK1994
    AlexanderK1994 Posts: 243 Member
    It has to feel great and it is great! :) Amazing job, keep up with the good stuff and you're gonna find yourself at UGW sooner than you think :)
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