Just get up and go....

...That's what everyone says to do. Once you start, you'll have energy. YET, I still can't. Or, rather, I won't. Not really sure. Every morning I wake up, and while lying there, I'm okay. I get up and begin the usual waking of the older kids, and getting them ready and off to school. By the time they're showered (ages 4 and 6, so I help them shower still) and dressed, I feel so sick to my stomach, I want to vomit, and there's a slight pain in my head that drives me nuts. It's like this every single morning. Even on the weekends. Eating only makes the nausea worse. So, after the kids get on the bus and all is quiet once more, I lie back down to settle my stomach. I began to think the whole thing was psychological. Though, I have done just what the subject says, and just got up and went. It didn't seem to help. During my morning walk I began to feel so dizzy I was afraid of passing out. Even though I forced down breakfast--despite the nausea. I started taking my Great Dane with me, because he's a marvelous dog, that walks right by my side, and never wonders---and if something were to happen to me, he'd run back home and make it aware to my husband--wonderful creature--needless to say, that didn't help. As far as it being a psychological thing, I figured a companion would help. Ease my troubles so to speak, on being out alone. The only one near enough to me is my mother and law, and she can't walk because she herself is dealing with these massive headaches due to an injury on her spine. So...what's left. The only thing I haven't tried is taking medication for whatever it is that's ailing me. But, how do I know what it is? My husband says I need to just go in the bathroom and force myself to puke when I feel like that. He thinks it's going to make me feel better. I refuse to however. I hate throwing up. Yucky. I have been to a doctor, and he doesn't know what's wrong. He says simply, "some people just aren't morning people". Like that helped. I had a CAT scan, and that turned up nothing. Except that I was missing a kidney. Who knew? I asked the doctor could the missing kidney attribute to all the nausea? "No" says he. So, now what? Where do I stand? Perhaps knowing that I am not the only one in the world out there with this problem would help. I seem to have failed to mention that, this has been happening to me since I was a teen. I don't drink, or smoke. Never have. It's not just something that's just started since I've gained, no...it began when I was a skinny little thing. Anyone out there have issues such as these? If so, what do you do for yourself when you need to "Just get up and go"?

Thanks everyone, and sorry my story was so long.


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