I wasn't that big.... (pic heavy)

Lozze
Lozze Posts: 1,917 Member
edited December 2024 in Success Stories
For some reason, even with photo evidence I still had in my head that I wasn't that big. I had all my official before shots (taken where I weigh in) I still had that I didn't look that bad. Well after a weekend away and getting some new pics done, I happened to look at the 'My Photos' section on Facebook. Not remembering that friends had been taking photos of me through all of last year when I was getting heavier and heavier. Shocked is an understatement. I hate a lot of these photos but I need to have a reminder of where I was and how far I've come. I'm never, ever going back there. I can't wait to look at photos that have just been taken of me and go 'wow I was that big?'

Warning a lot of these are sports related, simply for the fact I wouldn't take photos of myself. There are some nights out (taken by friends) but they at least tell a good story :)

First photo is taken November 2011 at my great-grandma's 90th.

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This photo was taken in March 2010 at my grand final (won WOOOHOOO!) Incidently, for those who know softball, my form is TERRIBLE. It's no wonder I had a shoulder injury! A big part of the reason I was throwing this way was because of my weight.
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These next lot of photos were taken in March 2011, again during and after grand final. (won again) There are some going out shots. I'm probably similar size then I was the year before. Form's not the best, but better. (and no shoulder injury that year!)
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After the grand final
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These were taken in April 2011.
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Simply put, I look terrible. Not only do I look huge and ugly, but most importantly I look unhealthy! Not at all.

It was July 2011 I went back to Jenny Craig and started my weight loss. This photo was taken two weeks after I started.
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See the unhealthy and not happy part?

This photo was taken three weeks ago when going out for an event.
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These two were taken on the weekend
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Much happier, much healthier and looking pretty damn hot if I do say so myself. (oh confidence too!)

Apologies for sizing issues.

Should be working now

Replies

  • Cheshire_Kat
    Cheshire_Kat Posts: 69 Member
    what happened to all the pics?
  • Lozze
    Lozze Posts: 1,917 Member
    As I updated, Photobucket sucks. These links are direct from them. I'm changing them to TinyPic as we speak
  • Cheshire_Kat
    Cheshire_Kat Posts: 69 Member
    wicked ill check them out in a few mins =]
  • robinogue
    robinogue Posts: 1,117 Member
    These are your milestones, where you've been and where you're going. You have done a awesome job.. I look back on my pictures and cry, I can't believe I let myself get to that point and I though I looked great lol
  • Cheshire_Kat
    Cheshire_Kat Posts: 69 Member
    Well done Lozze :)
  • sjeagle30
    sjeagle30 Posts: 292 Member
    Great Job!!! My daugher was a softball player(pitcher) as well so I know how that can really tear up the shoulder. you look great!
  • mcrowe1016
    mcrowe1016 Posts: 647 Member
    You look great! I am the exact same way....If there weren't pics, I would never believe I was too big!
  • chrystee
    chrystee Posts: 295 Member
    Awesome, and great job on the wins.
  • rdy2lose
    rdy2lose Posts: 106
    Great job! So nice to see the big smile on your face in your after pics!
  • kelzz193
    kelzz193 Posts: 120 Member
    Very inspirational photo's & you look great!!!!!!!!!!!
  • Lozze
    Lozze Posts: 1,917 Member
    That seems to be the biggest I can get the photos to show. Wish I was better with them but ah we'll!

    Thanks for the kind words
  • RainbowBrite86
    RainbowBrite86 Posts: 245 Member
    Awesome, and great job on the wins.
  • Lozze
    Lozze Posts: 1,917 Member
    Thanks!
  • Coco_UK
    Coco_UK Posts: 84 Member
    Wow! Those are amazing! Thanks for sharing :-)
    I know what you mean... I find it so hard to tell what my size is, it is as if I have a blind spot and really have to use indicators to show evidence! If I did not write what I weight I just dont register it.
  • josavage
    josavage Posts: 472 Member
    Well done!
  • Lozze
    Lozze Posts: 1,917 Member
    Thank you ladies!
  • sarahrbraun
    sarahrbraun Posts: 2,261 Member
    I had a similar kind of moment...I saw a picture a friend posted on her FB of me at her nephew's birthday party. I was so gross!

    I was already on MFP and making changes when I saw the pic. Just for giggles and grins, I put on the same outfit about 3 weeks later and took more pictures, and I could see the difference!

    OP...I can see the difference! Keep up the good work :)
  • cavewoman15
    cavewoman15 Posts: 278 Member
    i was a fastpitch pitcher for 12 years. :) i wish i could play as an adult! we don't have any leagues where i live for people over 23. seriously.. your form is much improved after your weight loss. how strange and exciting!! good job!!!
  • Lozze
    Lozze Posts: 1,917 Member
    i was a fastpitch pitcher for 12 years. :) i wish i could play as an adult! we don't have any leagues where i live for people over 23. seriously.. your form is much improved after your weight loss. how strange and exciting!! good job!!!

    Don't know why they don't have older leagues in America. All these talented players who never play again at a competitive level. It's sad! Mine is purely social but it's just so much fun!

    And yes it's odd, but the form's definitely improved. Still needing to work on that swinging glove.
  • 5kidsforme
    5kidsforme Posts: 131 Member
    WOW!! You are amazing. A strong healthy beautiful person!
  • ribena1958
    ribena1958 Posts: 152
    what a difference, well done you
  • Normalg
    Normalg Posts: 125 Member
    I admire you for being the size you were and still out there on the field. I can't tell you how many times I passed upfun things because I was embarrassed. I could kick myself i the butt now but at 44 5 grandchildren I am now getting to really enjoy life. You may have more to go but already even in your befores you are inspirational. Big girls need to hear your motivation and self confidence to not stop or keep from trying things they may love because of our size. Thanks for being you and posting and keep it up girl, feeling that good is contagious and I want it too. God Bless you Always!!
  • robinregina
    robinregina Posts: 131 Member
    great job!!!!
  • Lozze
    Lozze Posts: 1,917 Member
    normalg I'm not one who has ever let my weight stop me. I've only ever been denied doing one thing as a result of my weight (too fat to skyjump) Now I want to get to a point where not only can I do it but I can do it WELL and enjoy it!
  • KPBlake
    KPBlake Posts: 25 Member
    I'm a pitcher too! I'm very heavy so it causes me to dip A LOT when I end my follow through, I've also got a shoulder injury from it!
    Ignore my face... lol http://oi48.tinypic.com/15ml3tc.jpg

    Congrats, you look amazing and are an inspiration! :D
  • Lozze
    Lozze Posts: 1,917 Member
    That's an awesome photo! But the lean is much more pronounced when we're bigger :)
  • kdeaux1959
    kdeaux1959 Posts: 2,675 Member
    Nice job. Keep working on that form so you don't take any more shoulder injuries. Those will hurt over time ... :-)
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