Help Me!!

I have about 80 pounds to lose. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and they put me on medications that have made me gain close to 60 pounds over the past year. I was also forced to move in with my parents and have no friends really. Thanks to this, I have gotten used to being in bed on the computer the majority of time I am not working.

I joined a gym when I was unemployed, but now I work at a gas station and have gained even more weight since I started going to the gym and now I am emberassed that the people working at the gym are wondering why I am getting even fatter.

I work at a gas station which makes eating healthy kind of difficult, though I am putting in an effort.

Staring in January, I worked out 4 or 5 days a week for close to 5 months but lost no weight and I think it is because of the medication I am on.

If I dont stay on this medication, my parents will ship me back to the nuthouse where they will put me on even more weight gaining medication.

I am kind of at the end of my rope here. I dont have any friends, significant other and absolutely none of my clothes fit anymore not even underwear or bras. I can't really afford to buy new clothes. Does anyone have any suggestions about how to lose weight??