It's been a hard year, and have had a set back.

I was doing great until my parents had a car accident in Jan. While at the hospital after the accident, the Dr. told my dad that they thought he dad pneumonia. They gave him medicaion for that and let him come home. My mother who Had C.O.P.D stayed for observation and ended up in ICU. after two weeks she was home. In the mean time I got a call to bring my dad in for a CT scan, what they thought was pneumonia turned out to be small cell lung cancer that was 3 by 7 cm. My dad chose to fight and take treatments. On April 22nd I took my mother to the Dr. she wasn't feeling well and they put her in the hospital to give her IV antibiotics. Mom had me take dad home and get some rest. I called her at 7:30 to check on her she sounded fine, she had ate her supper and was ok I told her I would call her in the morning before we came up to see how she was. That night I got a call to go get my dad and come to the hospital that mom had gotten worse. When I arrived I seen the look on the nurses faces as I came down the hall I new then she was gone. That was so hard on my dad and I, we were lost. We continued the daily journey's treatment. I could see my daddy getting weaker, he missed mom so. Around the end of September I could tell the cancer had gone to the brain, he was sluring in his speech and his balance was off , so then I agreed with the Dr. and let Hospice come in to help me. On the early morning of October 2nd my daddy went to be with my mommy he was happy again. Now I have a big whole in my heart. I feel like an orphan. I have my husband and my kids, but I miss my parents so. I have gained a few pounds and feel horrible health wise all my blood work is out of wack, I have to get back on track.